Paris, in 1960's

When I was on the bus yesterday night, I suddenly thought about "Brokeback Mountain" and "Crash". They were both nominated for the best film in 2005's Academy Award. But Crash won. Yesterday, I just found out that there were so many difference in the way they process "time". How to say that? Brokeback Mountain is a story about two men's love and it is a long time about 20 years. However, Crash is in a short time. And then, I tought that we could put no matter how much time we want in a 2-hour film. However, could we put a story which time is less than 2 hours? When the question in my mind, the first answear of mine is "no" - that's impossible. But I thought it over and over, finally found an example! That's "Stay" - directed by Marc Forster! I've just seen it recently. And that is totally amazing!

After almost two months's crap life, I thought I finally found something meaningful and something I supposed to do. That feeling is brilliant! It is just like you had been showered by freezing water from head to foot. I think I have figured out what is the most important thing in this moment. I hope I can do it better and better. And there is still one thing, "Get Over Myself!" Then, I believe I can reach it!

Sometimes, I felt that art is like a string of losting original intentions. Today, I see one report said that because of the less of the translating person, publishers will find a novel which had been translated into French, German or English.

Why I think art as a string of losting original intentions is that every person has his/her unique view on a work. The unique view is related to many things, but the mostly is that every one has one and only soul. The losting original intentions is also like kind of misunderstanding. Just imagine yourself, have you ever hurt people by saying some words but you are not meant to say that or your mind doesn't think that. That's the point! You lost yor oringinal intentions by the listener or by saying the words.