It has been a long time since the last time I update this blog XD
Rencently, I found out that I sometimes forget the things while thinking the same thing ?!
It's werid! But the question just constantly came out! You barely have times.
I always hope that the answer would suddenly come up with my mind after one night sleeping, dreaming or sth like that... But it is parrently not possible, I know. Just as what you had said"I barely understand myself, how could others understand?" Well, I don't know.
Everything is conflicting.